Pooka has got both of my purple slippers in her little home away from home straw pink box. They are huge compared to the box, I don't see why she wants them there. Except of course that they are "mommy's." Ha ha ha ha ha. Pooka is a most wonderful recipient of my nurturing instinct gone awry.
I feel like I have been on another planet for the past few days. I'm still in the process of returning. I am thinking, I am typing, yes, but this process is going slllooowwww. Compared to normal. My normal.
Today I go in for some supplementary fluids. The nurse said she would "cook me up something." These will help me come back to life more and feel better for the weekend/week ahead. I think this is a good idea. It is hard to describe how the chemo makes me feel- the words "exhausted" and "strange" would have to be in the mix. "Anti-social" would be another big one. It makes me feel very weak and like a creature that was intended for hibernation. Waking up to eat or do other things feels like a bizarre interruption and my eyes don't want to open. I had dream after dream after dream. Strange stuff.
I feel the best that I have felt this week right now. And I am grateful for that. Little Pooka's hanging out with me. She is such a delight, that sweet little Pooka. What a good little girl she is! =)
I feel like I have been on another planet for the past few days. I'm still in the process of returning. I am thinking, I am typing, yes, but this process is going slllooowwww. Compared to normal. My normal.
Today I go in for some supplementary fluids. The nurse said she would "cook me up something." These will help me come back to life more and feel better for the weekend/week ahead. I think this is a good idea. It is hard to describe how the chemo makes me feel- the words "exhausted" and "strange" would have to be in the mix. "Anti-social" would be another big one. It makes me feel very weak and like a creature that was intended for hibernation. Waking up to eat or do other things feels like a bizarre interruption and my eyes don't want to open. I had dream after dream after dream. Strange stuff.
I feel the best that I have felt this week right now. And I am grateful for that. Little Pooka's hanging out with me. She is such a delight, that sweet little Pooka. What a good little girl she is! =)
