Give me a break. Give me a ****ing break.
What I should write about is today.
I am going to be a part of a study.
My radiation will be paid for by University of Florida Proton Therapy Institute.
I got marked up today. Had four different kind of CT "simulations."
It's fine. It all went really fine.
I had a nice dinner with my dad.
I'm at my mom's now, in "my room."
I hate my life! I feel so trapped.
I hate everything.
I really miss getting high.
I miss a lot of things.
Privacy for one thing.
This is too much.
My heart is too broken.
It makes sense that my body is too.
