Sometimes I dream so much!
Something I dream about way too much lately is cancer and cancer treatment. :(
Hopefully now that I am done with radiation, these dreams will be less a part of my subconscious life. Last night I dreamt that I relapsed. Yuck, yuck, yuck.
Let's see,,, what else did I dream about? I dreamt I was cleaning up my room. There was a fishtank. More than once I have dreamt that I am taking care of a pet, (an) aquatic creature/s, lately. Last night, I had at least 3 or 4 fish. Well I forgot to feed them and they had been dead for a while. I was worried about how to get rid of them...I was worried about the smell of them decomposing. I cleaned my whole room and saved them for last.. because I was not sure how to deal with them. Well I reached in and grabbed one of the little fish and it suddenly seemed to be alive. So I reached for a glass which had a tiny bit of lemonade on the bottom, enough for the fish to swim in. Then I filled the glass up with water as well. Now there were many, many, fish. And many of them were alive. They were kind of gross.
I had a dream that I was in a group of spiritual women. I was feeling grumpy. But part of the experience was about experiencing and accepting the fact that I was grumpy. I tried practicing yoga with them, but my muscles were very weak. I notice this in dreams lately too...it will be hard for me to get up...to lift my self up. My illness is with me in many of my dreams.
Here is something a little strange...I dreamt that there was this guy who played football, but wasn't playing as well as he could because he had been drinking alcohol. He was kind of pride-full about his abilities and, in a sense, thought he was excellent no matter what. However, he was able to recognize that he did not play as well after drinking, and so the next time he played, he did not drink beforehand. What is strange about this is that this morning, I read my friend, Chris' blog, and he wrote about this kind of thing actually happening, with a team he is/was a big fan of, the Tigers. Except the guy just made the mistake, he hasn't had a chance to redeem himself yet, (at least I don't think so).
