You know the sound when the water has been turned off to the faucets but you are turning the wheel to turn it on anyway? Or the hose outside. Same kind of sound. That is what it sounds like in my chest when I breathe out. If I stop breathing out and just hold my breath the sound keeps going. It is weird. It's like a rumbling bubbling vibration.
It has sort of been going on for a few days. But I have also been fighting a cold/cough thing so...you know. I did call Dr. Hoppe today. And he said he is not worried about me, that he thinks it is a virus since I don't have a fever, and am coughing stuff up (sorry if that's TMI). So I didn't feel concerned about it anymore. But now I am feeling a little anxious about it.
I don't even know if I should tell you guys this but I had a weird dream a few years ago in which a hamster in my care died from fluid in its lungs! This was before I knew anything about Hodgkin's, lungs, or anything like that. So tonight I just started thinking about that dream. And part of me is like..maybe that is a warning. The other thing is, I mentioned fluid in the lungs on the Hodgkin's forum, to see if other people have had it, and how they knew they had it, how long before it had to be treated, etc.., and three people told me practically to go to the ER.
Soooo....yeah. I am thinking I will have someone take a listen tomorrow, at school..we have a clinic. At least to help set my mind at ease. And I don't want to be irresponsible, you know. Heaven forbid.
All right, back to the homework.
By the way, please don't worry.
Be happy. And nice.
:)
