Just a bundle of energies singing their song.
This one is sad but i'm trying not to let it hold me down.
Not sure why my heart feels so tear soaked and my
eyes want to cry. I don't know if i can say precisely why.
I see the suffering in the world and it moves me.
I see the suffering of my own personality and it makes me feel compassion for my very self.
I see the me that is you and the you that is me.
I don't know why it has to be this way.
i see so many working so hard for peace for transformation of our selves
for release from this mind that constricts and weakens/numbs us to real life
I see it and I am grateful. i see the struggle within myself and I respect the real me
shining through and trying to do the right thing.
fear and sadness are formiddible oponents or are they friends in disguise?
for if i don't break but find it within me to bend i can only become a better me in the end.
i am sorry for the stupid things i have done. bad decisions that were not healthy, i regret them now. i wish i could've seen the beauty of life and what can be. but i was just blinded by my vision of the darker side of humanity. it still haunts me.
but i want to see light. more light. i know that is the strongest part of me. eventually that is all i will be. i trust the process. i'm learning to trust the process. let it happen.
