Hmmm..well I guess I was feeling pretty negative yesterday.
Okay, YES, you are right, I was feeling pretty fucked.
Well. Today..even though "my" today is about to end because it will soon be time to get some sleep..hmmm...okay...it is 12:30, I'm planning to get up at 6:30...I should go to sleep ASAP, true.
But...what I was thinking is that creativity and all that comes with it, is a gift. And we should enjoy it untl the last second. YES it can bring pleaure and it can bring pain, but that is what LIFE and what CREATIVITY IS. Pleasure and Pain. It is a swinging pendulem, designed to get you to surrender.
At least that is what I hear.
I really should try to SLEEP.
I hope you all are WELL.
<3 Anastasia
